Nak Balik Raye! Nak Balik Raye! Nak Balik Raye!

hmm.raya dah dekat. aku nak balik raya. tapi assignments byk.mcm x nk balik.hmmm. ok. biar je. aku x nak pk.dari last week da tukar duit raya. dah masuk dlm angpow.x sabar rasa nya.huhuh.

persiapan raya taun nih bese je.sederhana.wat ape bazir2.hmm.aku beli sepasang baju kurung silk kat Jalan TAR. kaler ijau lumut. harga rm 80. aku kautim ngan akak tuh dapat rm60. cantik. Jalan TAR ramai org mcm ulat. kat Sogo pn sama. Sogo sentiasa SALE.

pastuh aku beli kasut Clarks.boleh pakai g keje skalik. n sehelai tudung ikut kaler baju. tapi aku da rasmi da tudung tuh g keje. mane org tau pun tudung baru ke lame.heheh

last wknd g KLCC. aduh. dgn bantuan dua org pakar fashion aku,ctot n mawar, aku terjumpak satu spot kasut yg menarik di ISETAN.habis la aku.ni gaji dapat awai.aku kn lebih berhati2.kalo x ujung bulan makan maggi.

raya aku cuti dari 18-25. tapi ingat balik 24hb. anak2 aku cian tgl lame d boarding. banyak jugak duit nak bayar.

aku paling benci jaga exam. buang masa. lame menunggu. aku x suka.

Lenka- The Show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but i don't know why

Slow it down, make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
Cause its to much, yea its alot
To be something i'm not

I'm a fool, out of love
Cause i just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tride, but i don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but i don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, i've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot in the sky
Just like a giant spot light
The people follow the signs
And sicronise in time

It's just, no body knows
They got to take it to the show
Yea

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but i don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but i don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, i've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show

Just engoy the show
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
[the show lyrics on http://www.kovideo.net/ ]
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tride, but i don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but i don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, i've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show

Just enjoy the show(x2)

I want my money back(x3)

Just enjoy the show

I want my money back(x3)

Just enjoy the show

7 things You Could Find in My....v.2.1

Handbag
- My SE K770i
- Purse (max 50 ringgit in it)
- Keys
- Secret Lipstick in Berry Pink
- 555 notebook
- Pilot G-1 0.7
- Laurier Maxi (for hari2 hujan)

Office
- more books
- HP Deskjet D1360 printer
- Laptop
- Food (cookies, bread n etc)
- Bottles of Mineral Water
- Exam papers & assignments

Car
- Books
- Flip-flop / Slippers
- XXl CANON umbrella
- A box of facial tissue
- towel
- coins
- sweets

Room
- Piles of used papers (recycle maaa)
- Booksssss
- Wires (laptop's, digicam's, printer's)
- Boxes (mostly books in it)
- XXL Mirror
- Make-ups (bought them on the spur of moment but rarely use them)
- My Pandora Box (simply put everything in it...accessories; perfumes, watches, brooches etc)

Diary / Journal
- Stickers
- Photos
- Motivational Quotes
- Dried Flowers
- Cartoon Strips
- Cute and informative articles
- My wish lists

Laptop
- Piles of MP3s
- Movies
- ISO forms
- Mangas / Comics
- Piccies
- MA Assignments
- Games

My Wish List (for now lor since i always update my wish list)
- My dream car TOYOTA VIOS
- Bvlgari Omnia Crystalline
- Be able to shed few kilos >_<
- Natsume Soseki's I Am A Cat
- R.K.Narayan's novels and short stories
- My dream house
- Get my Doctorate before i reach 30.

Erti Ramadhan

Hampir genap setahun peristiwa tuh berlaku. sekejap je. aku bersyukur kerana di panjangkan umur dan di murahkan rezeki..kehidupan aku da bertambah baik. alhamdulillah. dan aku juga sentiasa berdoa muga rahmat ini dapat di kongsi dengan semua kawan2 dan ahli keluarga.

next week da nak puasa. hati aku happy sgt. tp sedih gak cuz x sure dapat balik n buka puasa 1st day dgn family especially wan. dolu time kecik2..best bukak puasa same2family. tapi, ape yang aku sedari skrg, apabila kite meningkat dewasa, kite alpa erti Ramadhan yang sebenarnya. x yah amek org lain..aku ni cukup sebagai contoh.

guilt yang aku gandar nih..selama2 akan berada dlm aku. mcm ghost..invisible being yang akan melekat pada aku sepanjang hayat..terngiang2 lagi time wan call aku pada siang hari kejadian tuh. aku bz bershop kat mid. dia call aku masa tgh bz kat counter. so, aku cakap dgn ringkas dan off phne. tup2 petang aku dapat phne call dari angah..hati aku luluh..macam nak tercabut..terberhenti kejap jantung aku.

tu la..kite manusia mortal beings.......yang lalai and kadangkala aku boleh cakap tamak hal dunia. detik2 aku jaga wan sakit..aku insaf..menda ni sedikit sebanyak buat aku lebih menghargai mereka. kadang2 kite x tau ape akan jadi pada mrk. satu hari nanti mereka akantinggalkan kite gak. tapi..bila dan bagaimana..kite tak tau. cuma apa yang aku nak wat dalm hidup ni ialah mengembirakan hati mereka dan menggunakan masa yang terluang sebaik mungkin bersama mrk. who knws Ramadhan yang akan datang kite akan sambut dgn mereka or tak..aku x nak dah tua2 nanti aku regret sme yang aku dah buat dalam hidup..walaupun sesalan tetap akan ada cuz kite manusia after all..