Sailing together

See, funny things happened yesterday : got my ankle sprained, a sudden terror of insecurity hits me, and demand attention from my other half, and became semi-hysterically mellow when she unintentionally left her phone at home (she notified me earlier). One word I could describe myself at that moment: LOUSY ME!!!  Seriously! I just begin to realize how F*ing childish I can be sometimes.

But this week, more than most recently, Blue and I have been working round-the-clock. Had to face a lot of things. Blue is with her MQA visit, the endless timetable alterations, classes, working culture and colleagues. Me with the midterms and markings.

We have been trying over the last several weeks to commit with everything around us. Guess I should be more able to honor the commitments she offers. And, as she was struggling with everything, some stress at work, and the regular challenges of the office working culture, something hit me which will probably surprise most people who know me.

Well, in that firestorm of events, emotions and just plain exhaustion from life’s craziness, sometimes I tend to be selfish and overly analyse things around me. I could have been more considerate. I could have been more sensitive w her situation. Hun, sorry ea.


I know, shocking!

But it’s true.

And now here I am. Writing this entry as a reflection for us both that though other commitments, time and career are slowly sneaking and taking their toll into our relationship, I hope that we both could stay strong together as we sail the years ahead.