Monday, March 17, 2008

What A DAy!

Hari smlm dalam sejarah

hmm something happnd last week.
someone messed up with my private life
plus with all the due dates, assignments, presentations, proposals, course packs..test specifications..i got too emotional and almost lost my temper.

i don't really care if they talk bad abt me. it's normal for me to get angry. am human. i can't just bottled up my feelings. huhu..

it's rare for me to get mad at someone without any specific reasons. but am at my limit. everyone was shocked.haha..what else to say....that's the real me.phew.

Monday, March 10, 2008

Tinkle Tinkle Little Star..


A Telephone Conversation with My Best Friend: Confession of the broken heart 1


Friend A:

Tinkle tinkle lil star,
Owh I wonder where art thou,
Are you somewhere in the sky?
Sorry, my vision is failing now.
Neither i nor anyone can heal your scar
Cuz i care for you and love you dearly
so i beg you to move on
For life is long and we have no tyme to mourn.

Mary had a little lamb
Jack had a pile of water
Curse the men who broke you heart..YOU DAMN!
May his life be filled with bitter color.


Friend B:

Tyger tyger burning bright
in the middle of the night

can it be washed away by Mr.Tide?
in just one night?


Friend A:

So, who am i to compare thee?
since you're not a daisy
but an unperfect actor on the stage,
hush away the burning light
for everything will be all right
owh no need to worry
of course not in one night!
but remember
THE TIDE IS JUST A TIDE!



Friend B:

Im in the lake of Innesfree,
no more tide and no more worry,
When in disgrace with fortune and men's eyes
I all alone beweep my outcast state, )

Enjoying the God's Greandeur
and the Psalm of Life,
and entertain the time with thoughts of love



*sorry Mr Shakespeare, Uncle Blake and Mr-Who-Wrote-The-Nursery-Rhyme kerana men "distorted"kan ur poems.


Yammy
11/3/07
11:30am
Frosted Flower,Tinted Glass

It's already 9:08 AM. so sleepy lor. i slept at 5 AM last night.*yawn
two days left for me to complete my assignment. >_<
phew....well that's me. ske keje last min. i believe that human is their best performance bile keje under pressure.am i rite? its an irony for i keep on reminding my students not to delay their assingments, but teacher sndri ske buat last min assignment.haha.. owh..ok..ok...cut that out. :3

yeay...piah (my third sis) balik today. I smsd her this morning nak confirm ttg time flight and she replied to me that her flight pkl 12.30 PM. i told her "mama is expecting the NEW you". can't wait to meet her ths weekend.

i wishd i could since i have to work overtime time this wknd...and the next wknd..i'll be away for a week. and the next..next..next wknd again i'll be away for a wk. huarghh....am fully booked over the wknd dr bulan 3-5. (ke mana? it's a top secret project..heheh). I really hope dapat ke Great Spore Sale.

hmm let's think of sthing interesting to talk abt. owh.. ok..let me tell you what hppn yesterday.

Yesterday morning...somewhere arnd 7:45 AM...as i was preparing for my breakfast, i found out that am running out of fresh milk (well, i always have Mr. Farmer's Fresh Milk as my b/fast since i don't have enough time to prepare a proper b/fast or meal). so, i decided to go to Giant Hypermarket after the off hr.

tik tok..tik..tok..ok 5 PM ...sharp.and so, i went to Giant. I was suprised! i came across my former Fiqh Sirah lect, Dr. Shah Jani. and guess what, after a brief conversation with him, i found out that he lives somewhere in my neighbourhood. What a small world!

Next on the scene, my best friend, Fiza. She sms-ed me asking whether i still rmeber my iiu secret admirer..hah.. of course i do rmbr him.he's so damn cute and adorable. she told me that he recently got engaged with a UM stdnt.dah up satu level.Owh.i wish him all d best.Dear friends..Life is indeed full of surprises!

Later at night, my sister calld me. We talkd for hrs. I was so happy to hear that she enjoyd herself (her first day keje). She's doing her practical training di salah sebuah production house somewhere in Ampang. She told me that she'll be responsible for the Graphic and Animation Sect. Her employer as well as the staff are very kind and supportive. well, I always pray for her happiness and success. Amin.

and as for my friends, i miss them a lot. especially my long-lost friend, HUD. i had to cncl our "meetings" banyak kali. wknd ni je la our final chance. huhu. Gomenne.. hountouni.. ya ampun.

alamak..OMG...got to go. Nature's call. haha. will write back later.

Tuesday, March 04, 2008

HAPPY 2008


guess am a bit slow when it comes to TIME...i just realize that we're now already in March. am quite bz with my MA assignments...presentations..phew. Well, after i graduated frm IIU...i feel my soul is empty..i need to do something to improve myself...to incearse my knowledge. Nothing could make me feel better than having books as my friends. I love reading. perhaps because reading helps me to broaden up my mind..my perspectives towards things arnd me. that is my ultimate satisfaction.

ok. let me tell you my first day attending classes in UPM. let's start with my registration day.. phew..x nak da lalui registration.. nightmare.i arrived at the SGS Ctr at 8am and dah ramai orang. i thought i was lucky cuz i dapat num 19. but...it took almost 3 hours untuk smpi my turn.

next..sesi mencari kelas. since am a newbie, i have to search for the classes..i have to familiarize myself with the whole new environment and "hunt" for my lovely advisor Dr. Washima. so far, i met her twice. She's so friendly and not to forget, very wise. she guides me in my proposal writing and my studies. owh luv her. this sem, since am a part-time stdnt, i registered only 2 courses - South-East Asian Lit and Victorian Lit.

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Sem Break...finally. phew..what a relieve *sigh*


i've finished marking the final papers...200 stdnts..byk kan. enough to drive me crazy. but i did enjoy myself marking all the papers especially Sect C- the essay writing. hehe..God knows mcm2 idea students ni. it's funny to see their style of writing.

well, honstly spkg, teaching is not an easy task. u should master the subject and be able to explain the rules to the students. Well, the problem is, when it comes to language(s) especially English,the meanings change mengikut contextnya. There is no shortcut in learning language(s). i kept on advising my students, if you want to be good in English, all you have to do is to read a lot. but the prob with students nowadays is that, they don't really enjoy reading. am quite upset for the fact that they regard reading is a burdensome. they read because they want to pass the subject(s) or because they HAVE to.

well...i think it's enough for today. gotta go. it's already 5.14pm. da hbs off hour. nak balik. ada pasar mlm..yeay